Damn subconscious.
I need to stop having dreams about people and places and memories that I just don't want to think about anymore. My stupid subconscious doesn't give a rat's ass what my conscious wants, it seems. It's terrible. I have a vivid dream, I wake up, remember the whole thing, and then I'm stuck thinking all day about the thing(s) I never wanted to think about in the first place!
The cats are begging me to go to bed now.
posted by ellen @ 1:39 AM
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I know exactly what you mean. Ex. Act. Ly.
Ellen today I went over to the madre's house, opened the door and saw the hiroshima that is her house and I got so angry. Then I went to do my laundry and there was nasty shirts soaking in the wash, and mom wanted me to put them in a can, a METAL CAN so that she could hand wash them later. I did. And after that I got so angry, I shut myself in the garage and cried for 10 minutes. She never knew. After 10 minutes I wiped the tears away and continued doing my laundry.
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